Friday, July 17, 2009
was just thinking,
isit possible to be forever?
the ever-changing of human nature plays a role in denying it. how to stop it?
what binds us all is what will keep us all.
memories, what constitutes it?
what keeps us thinking and thinking about the past?
gah. random crap at its best ^
PS: red jumpsuit apparatus! \m/
i yawned @ 11:27 AM;
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
on this relentless pursuit for nothing. the flame extinguishes with nothing left but the trail of smoke to mark the memories. sigh, to think it'll soon end all like this.
i yawned @ 10:15 AM;
Monday, May 25, 2009
feeling the pain every second, silence my world of this unbearable pain, someone.
i yawned @ 9:05 AM;
what's the point of trying so hard, when it all ends up in nothing? sigh.
i yawned @ 9:04 AM;
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
ye i've decided to post.
rewind to 4th April 2009.
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4th April 2009.
What I can describe today as, is nothing more but a glorious day.
rvsj teams, you guys did us proud, did yourself proud and did rvsj proud.
you guys CLEAN SWEPT everything, well maybe the exception of Best in CPR.
its official, you guys
rock man.
LALK - NA Champions, Best in First Aid, Best in Home Nursing. relax lihui lol.. the capbadge is no zhao yao jing ok! LOL. this is entirely what you all deserve after training for so long, especially when your team has such an intensive training schedule. woo LOL.MZKX - NC 3rd. Heyyo, although you all didn't clinched the champion, its ok alright? you guys really really really really outperformed ALOT during the actual competition, although mistakes were here and there..>_> but nevertheless, you guys.. i really think that you did well, at least through FD, i can tell that you guys were serious for the comp and want to win. good job alright?:)EZSK - NC Champions. Great job haha:) when the champion is announced to be your team, i swear i couldn't believe my ears haha. shows that your effort have been recognised alright? lol. goodluck for nationals:)PASC - Ambulance Champions, Best in Foot Drill, Best in Transportation of Casualty, Best Commander. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOL ITS OFFICIAL, i love you guys!:) LOL ok not in the gay manner but ye, you should know what i mean! you guys were really AWESOME in your foot drill ok LOL. i'm totally stunned by you all seriously. slackers in unison = pros in unison on the actual day? LOL. great job seriously! omg best in TOC, i'd never expected it but.. ye its really quite well done.. :D LOL PEYCHIUNYUAN YOU ROCK MAN BEST COMMANDER WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D LOL WHO SAID YOU CAN NEVER MAKE IT? I've told you before YOU CAN DO IT! but what have you told me? "try la.." LOL SEE NOW YOU HAVE DONE IT! :D LOL. FA wise, its also not bad haha :D LOL. weiliang&junbo, its not because you did badly for CPR thats why no best in CPR. its just that, the other team did better. you guys were great. especially weiliang during the shortcase CPR. junbo, see YOU CAN DO IT! LOL. you told me at the start you felt that you are scared because your afraid that you wont be able to catch up with your team for training right and will drag them down. at the end? you pwned. :D keep it up ok! LOL. weijie, i'm really proud of you. your mistakes have all been changed during the comp itself and i'm really proud of you because you're thinking :D LOL. ok what i meant was that i'm proud that you actually did things out of yourself woo good jobman! D: LOLto add on for the ambulance team. this is result of your non-stop 3 years of training for cy and wl. for jb and wj, you guys trained hard too!:D i'm really sorry for pulling you all for so much training, but it has to be done to ensure that you all win this. i know i wrote really really really very lousy letters, but its cos i've got writer's block the other night ok..>_> anyway, really you guys are going to go nationals and get that champion ok!?:) this is the feeling i felt last year and the year before and it's what thats been keeping me going since the first comp.keep it up guys:)
Overall, I feel that rvsj teams, you guys rock man :) was cheering like hell and mad during prize presentation haha. never felt that adrenaline rush for so long so long..
thunder, thunderation,
we are st. john, delegation,
when we fight with determination,
we create a
sensation!
this cheer really, just pretty much sums up the whole feeling of what i've felt. sigh.
oh gosh, its like the longest post i've ever typed. for honour and glory!(:
this comp made me realise, what i've significantly done for st.john, which i'm sad to say, nothing much. handover's coming soon. there isn't much time left for us to do our best and put in our 101% effort to improve. let's do our best from now onwards alright? rvsjy4'09 ftw! (:
i yawned @ 5:05 AM;
Friday, March 20, 2009
i guess this place is so dead that not much ppl come? nonetheless, shall blog.
ug camp'09 over.
it feels just weird to be the ones hosting this camp instead of being one of the campers. indeed it is a whole complete different feeling of being the host and the campers. overall, i have to say that all of sjab have done well with just a little hiccups here and there. rvsj y4'09s you guys did very well too ok?:)
sigh. being told off by ___ makes me ponder of some things and i believe them to be rather true..
passion o passion, where are thy?
i've steered off from my initial goals. slackened like a fabric under high pressure. undoubtedly, i've failed as a cca leader.
i yawned @ 8:18 AM;
Thursday, February 26, 2009
i'm such an insensitive asshole.
and people rejoice, i failed 2 science lol.
i yawned @ 6:17 AM;
